I cried for the first time (that I’ve been in college) tonight.  I already miss Jacklyn.  I spent the weekend with her and I loved it so much.  I want for her to be here so bad, it sucks.  I would give anything for her to be here, right next to me.  But this is going to work.  We were together almost all weekend except when she had to work, but other than that we were together.  I slept in her bed and on the couch last night.  This weekend seemed to bring us closer together. It was so hard to leave.  But Sara and Jimmy and some other girl wanted to leave.  If I didn’t have a ride tomorrow I probably would have stayed tonight as well.  But I had to come back because I don’t have anyway to get down here tomorrow so I guess it’s best that I came back today.  It was just like we were living together.  Now I have to wait about 2 weeks and 3 days until I get to see her again.  Unless she decides to come visit me.

I need to get a job so I can get some money.  I have to get a mum and have some money in my pocket.  I went to Hastings and they said they mailed my check to Adam & Sarah’s house so I went by there on Monday and they said that didn’t get any mail from Hastings so I was like “great”. I don’t have any money.  Anyway I ended up borrowing $20 from Steve.  I HATE NOT HAVING ANY MONEY!!.

You know what sucks: The Little Mermaid made me cry.  That’s how bad it is.  Oh man, I can’t wait until I go back the 22nd and Thanksgiving and Christmas and whatever else.  I just hope we are still together. I don’t really see why we wouldn’t be but you never know.  Something might happen.  But I’m not going to count on it.  I am so in love with her.  It’s really scary.

I definitely need to start working out because I have a plethora of free time that I could be putting to good use.  I think I’m going to start tomorrow.

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